We are all dirt but some are grime

I am the grime clinging on to the hope that my life will not be wasted away trying to find a purpose. My purpose is to live as freely as my mind allows.

This is the clashing of the many things that I want to be. As people we all have many different interests that may conflict with the others. Mine will no longer be self- analyzed and labelled as layers of contradiction but of that of one whole grand mess called a person.

This is a journey to love whatever unconventional mess that this mind creates. I am not a computer or machine; I will have numerous miscalculations. I am the leader and follower of my own disarray.

Don't give up hope my friend, this is not the end.
If you care you can ask